The night I miss

After doing some PW rehearsal,
I sat down with all of them around...
And played the game "Hotal 626"
www.hotel626.com

Beware, enter at your own risk....

Haha, i just cannot stop laughing at how Norris was shocked by the game!!

Later i went out and "play"..

It was a job assigned by my father,
we went to help him transport some goods imported from overseas...

Thus, we sat in his lorry.
I missed sitting in the lorry...
Sitting in a car everytime made this a unique experience...

IT'S COOLER THEN AIRCON..

The wind blew mercilessly at my face...
under the dark sky...
on the lonely highway...

It brough back some memories...
good times i spent at night with some people..
my cousin...
them...
him...
her...
everyone...

the wind WAS JUST TOO SHIOK...

it blew away all my troubles and worries...

just wished i could stay like that forever...

It was life that night...
Blowing at my hair was cooling breeze created by the lorry's speed...
the road was all lonely..
no one could hear me screamm...

WOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Laboon
still waiting....

Joy

I'm glad I talked to you...
You really brought me joy...

We have a wierd relationship...
We don't see each other yet we understand each other...

Its been a long time...

The past memories....

"所有回忆在夏天的口袋里..."



A page of one of my favourite manga "One Piece".
Luffy and his crew were totally AWED by Sunny's AWESOMENESS!!!

Just like how I stood with my eyes and mouth wide open when I....

The world in whose hands?

I need no sympathy,
I need no naggings,
I need no attention,

What i need is just support...

Life has been unfair.. but i accept it with a happy face...
Still play everyday, and joke like a clown...
Play dota and soccer like some hooligan...

I'm tired...
I have always been tired...
And i hate feeling tired....
I hate sleeping....
I tried to do many things to not fall alsleep...

I do things so i don't sleep in the day...
I numb myself with games and movies....

I need to sleep....
I need it yet i hate it....

Why?

Why do things have to screw up when i don't want it to happen most...

And it don't screw up at things i don't want the most...

When i don't want to achieve unimportant things, they achieve it themselves...
like games.... and i get hook... giving me false sense of happiness..
When i want to achieve something important, they screw up themselves...
like exams.... and i hate it... making me giving up everytime i face it...

Is it me or is it a disease....

I CAN'T SHAKE IT OFF...

I HAVE TRIED... BUT i am tired

Tried and Tired....

Ironically, these 2 words are somehow related....

"I tried but im tired...
I tired but i tried..."

If you ask me what i want most now?
Or make a wish...


"I DON'T WANT TO FEEL TIRED ANYMORE......"


I have accepted the fact that life is unfair...
but i still want to comment on it with respect - Fuck IT!!

Someone, please grant me strength....
I have not wanted strength so badly.....
that badly....

Who owns this world?

Smiles on him,
Smiles on her,
Smiles on everyone...
No smiles on the inside...

Tennis

Addicted to VIRTUAL TENNIS...

Tennis player in the game owns...

But not compared to this...



HE OWNED THE PIGEON TOTALLY...

THE TENNIS BALL CHANGED COURSE COMPLETELY...

POOR BIRD...

That's for being slow in reaction...

Noob bird!!

HAHA... i will miss everything...

Cos the SLEEP TEST IS JUST TML...

When innocence turns into true strength...

Sleep Apnea

Hey, on the 21 of Oct, i will be sleeping in
General Hospital...
For a sleep check.
They suspect I have something called sleep apnea..

So what is this stupid sleep apnea.

QUOTED FROM WIKIPEDIA.COM

Sleep apnea is a sleep disorder characterized by pauses in breathing during sleep.Each episode, called an apnea (Greek: ἄπνοια (ápnoia), from α- (a-), privative, πνέειν (pnéein), to breathe), lasts long enough so that one or more breaths are missed, and such episodes occur repeatedly throughout sleep. The standard definition of any apneic event includes a minimum 10 second interval between breaths, with either a neurological arousal (a 3-second or greater shift in EEG frequency, measured at C3, C4, O1, or O2), a blood oxygen desaturation of 3-4% or greater, or both arousal and desaturation. Sleep apnea is diagnosed with an overnight sleep test called a polysomnogram, or a "Sleep Study" which is often conducted by a pulmonologist.

Symptoms may be present for years (or even decades) without identification, during which time the sufferer may become conditioned to the daytime sleepiness and fatigue associated with significant levels of sleep disturbance.

Obstructive sleep apnea (OSA) is the most common category of sleep-disordered breathing.

The muscle tone of the body ordinarily relaxes during sleep and at the level of the throat the human airway is composed of collapsible walls of soft tissue which can obstruct breathing during sleep.

Mild, occasional sleep apnea, such as many people experience during an upper respiratory infection may not be important, but chronic, severe obstructive sleep apnea requires treatment to prevent sleep deprivation and other complications.
The most serious complication is a severe form of congestive heart failure called cor pulmonale.


Common symptoms include loud snoring, restless sleep, and sleepiness during the daytime. Diagnostic tests include home oximetry or polysomnography in a sleep clinic.

Some people benefit from various kinds of oral appliances to keep the airway open during sleep. "Breathing machines" like the continuous positive airway pressure (CPAP) may help. There are also surgical procedures to remove and tighten tissue and widen the airway.

OSA symptoms, signs and sequelae

This section summarizes the clinical picture and consequences of obstructive sleep apnea syndrome.

In the June 27, 2008 edition of the journal Neuroscience Letters, researchers revealed that people with OSA show tissue loss in brain regions that help store memory, thus linking OSA with memory loss.
Using magnetic resonance imaging (MRI), the scientists discovered that sleep apnea patients' mammillary bodies were nearly 20 percent smaller, particularly on the left side.
One of the key investigators hypothesized that repeated drops in oxygen lead to the brain injury.

Yup, you did see it correctly, memory lost is the effect of Sleep apnea
This explains my lousy memory.

I not using Sleep apnea as a reason, or whatever...
The Sleep test will tell all...
I hope I find out what shit i have...
Because Sleep apnea is affecting my life badly...

Im afraid, i might be a changed person after...........
Hope to be a better person.

2 is a company, 3 is a crowd.

We went swimming, and picnic......
Haha, the sun went down on us but it was still as fun.
Soaked ourselves in the pool, and went gym.
Not too bad, it did manage to make us tired.

Can't wait for a mass picnic.
Cos we only have 3 people...
Thanks to all the pangseh kias.....

talking about this i have a good video, about my title " 2 is a company, 3 is a crowd

HERE!!



I dont dare to look at her.. cos im afraid i might fall...

Finally i can blog...

Pw is using up my time...
Sleepless nights...
Crazy brainwork....

But i like it.


When you are gone..

God knows....

by Aya Hirano
as Haruhi Suzumiya f
rom The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya (Insert)


Kawaita kokoro de kakenukeru
Gomen ne nani mo dekinakute
Itami wo wakachiau koto sae
Anata wa yurushite kurenai

I run past others with a parched heart.
Sorry, I can't do anything.
You won't even let me
Share our pain together.

Muku ni ikiru tame ni furimukazu
Senaka mukete satteshimau
On the lonely rail

To live on without tarnish,
I face your back and head out without looking back
On the lonely rail

Watashi tsuiteiku yo
Donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
Kitto anata wa kagayaite
Koeru mirai no hate
Yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
My way kasanaru yo
Ima futari ni
God bless...

I will follow you.
No matter how agonizing the world is,
You will shine even in it's darkest corners.
Cross over the end of the future,
My weakness will not shatter my spirit.
My way is overlapping with yours.
For the two of us,
God bless...

Todokete atsuku naru omoi wa
Genjitsu tokashite samayou
Aitai kimochi ni riyuu wa nai
Anata e afuredasu Lovin' you

This warming affection that reaches me,
It melts my reality and roams my heart.
I don't need a reason for wanting to meet you,
Just my overflowing feelings, Lovin' you

Semete utsukushii yume dake wo
Egakinagara oikakeyou
For your lonely heart

For now, let's paint a beautiful dream
And chase after
For your lonely heart

Yamete uso wa anata rashikunai yo
Me wo mite kore kara no koto wo hanasou
Watashi kakugo shiteru
Kurai mirai datte
Tsuyoku natte unmei kaerareru kamo ne
My wish kanaetai noni
Subete wa God knows...

Stop it, it's not like you to lie.
Look at my eyes and let's talk about our future.
I am prepared,
Even if the future is bleak,
I might be able to change destiny if I become stronger.
But for my wish to come true,
Everything is God knows...

Anata ga ite watashi ga ite
Hoka no hito wa kieteshimatta
Awai yume no utsukushisa wo egakinagara
Kizuato nazoru

You are here, I am here.
Everyone else has disappeared.
While we paint the beauty of this fleeting dream,
We trace out the lines of our scars.

Dakara watashi tsuiteiku yo
Donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
Kitto anata wa kagayaite
Koeru mirai no hate
Yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
My way kasanaru yo
Ima futari ni God bless...

That's why I will follow you.
No matter how agonizing the world is,
You will shine even in it's darkest corners.
Cross over the end of the future,
My weakness will not shatter my spirit.
My way is overlapping with yours.
For the two of us, God bless...